Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Test blog...if it fails it'll be the last

Everyday, everyone goes through there daily crap.... People lay in bed till noon and others are up before they should be...(O-dark thirty) People with new lives and people that are near the beginning... I guess the beginning is the end, seeing that when you die it's a circle really.. you are born barely able to maintain your own life..shitting on yourself...unable to feed yourself, just as you are when death is rapping at your chamber door.
Anyways...

So is this it? I mean is faith the only thing keeping someone from stopping the ever spinning wheel of life and asking, "WTF?" Education from the day you are born, how to feed yourself, how to breathe....on to algorithmic (Spelling) equations and Edgar Allen Poe(which I'm a huge fan)

Get a job, make some money...meet someone....have kids? don't have kids? can't have kids?, Wars, conflicts...fights...powerstruggles. Get old, watch your body ever so slowly fall apart, watch as everyone you know die or move away and die? So i guess my question is, Is this a normal path? is this what I'm supposed to be doing?

OK, I'm no crazy person but that is just something I've always wondered, wondering if others shared my track of thinking..or insecurities? owell, I'm no professional writer, I'm no-one important to anyone but those who know me. So...if we get some good conversation going on this thing I'm sure it'll be some interesting stuff.. Also i read others blogs and interesting stuff so I'll be sure to post everything I find...